Desires were only wishes described in words,
which never came true & were never heard..
Disgust takes over when regret surmounts,
when failure strikes, how much you tried doesn't count..
Futile explanations and justifications impress none,
wasted opportunity & time can never be undone..
A brutal murder of hopes so high & faith so strong,
a withered self trying to believe how can she do so wrong?
Like a permanent tattoo which can not be wiped-out,
some actions, decisions from your life can not be ruled out..